Chose between being a mom and a researcher

I picked up writing, particularly science writing, three years ago. Mainly because I came across science communication and found it an interesting activity. Also because in 2017, at that time, I experienced a certain level of postpartum depression. I felt stuck because I could only choose between being a good mom or a good researcher.

Writing opened another opportunity for me. When I signed up first time for the blog post rotation, I had no idea what I wanted to write about. I decided to start with my research project at the time, which was studies about metal oxides. The topic turned to a piece about nano-materials for sunscreens and I remembered how happy I was when the piece came live!

The journey of science writing and science communication started since then. While I navigate the process, I shine away from calling myself a writer, nor a content creator, nor anything along the line. Because I feel short compared to other people, particularly, because I’m not a native speaker. How silly is it if an author writes with multiple grammar errors? Does the world ever appreciate, or care, for what I’m doing?

These days I’m trying to give myself permission. Crown myself a title is one way for cultivating confidence yet the most important is to embrace what I love doing.

I don’t need to be one thing in my life. I don’t have to choose between a mom or a researcher. I can be as many roles as I feel like to and just learn when go along with the journey.